"smile please...A liitle towards left...Loosen ur lips...Strait ur hair..Feel Casual..."
Adjusting My camera lens and the position of ppl on the other side ,who trust me that i wud show dem as beautiful as possible wasn't an easy job but i loved it! bcoz i luvd photography,indeed its my passion too... As a nature lover I roam around places which has the atmost touch of greenish themes that tempt me to keep the photographer inside me to stay alive. Passing through many places, not just nature attracts me but also lovely couples who spend their love time in parks. As such one cute couple asked me to make a snap of them, how would i say no to it ??? Placing them in a photographic position with a lovely touch , i ran to the other side to make a snap at them. Making my camera in ON mode, and with the Zooming tricks the moment i clicked my camera I went totally dumb!!??
Unable to change from my photographer position I was totally in a chaos. "Where did the couple go?? I was taking a pic of the couple but the snap i made wasnt that! What happened in a moment that my camera flashed??? Is it a magic? Regaining my thoughts back i holded my camera a liitle down my chin and all i could see was a girl with string of pearls which can drive any guy mad!!! She was supposed to cross us by mistake without knowing i was takin a shot of that couple and as soon as the camera flashed at her she knew that she interrupted us and bent her heads as a sign of sorry!
When she asked me sorry, i was supposed to respond her but, what was my stupid brain doing? it lost it senses? I was totally reactionless with my lady's beauty! Yes! And now my heart started to think her as "my girl' and not "the girl".... Everything changed suddenly... The whole world became mine... I cud feel nothin around me except her... she had taken off my breath... My eyes refused to make its regular blinks... Her blackish hair with a feather cut was simply superb! She was wearing a black tshirt with an unzipped coat , a creamed colored skirt reached above her knee.... she was combing a strand of hair with her thin fingers....
Never in my life i had thought that a single click with my camera wud change me this way!! She was just a passer-by but i admired her madly for no reason!!! How did i notice all this in a moment??? She made me to feel thousands of dreams with my eyes opened! ......Only fools fall in love! and i guessed am one of them....
Dayzz passed.... Where must i search for her in this wide northern korea??? My assistant in my studios tried their best to bring me out of her thoughts but they cudnt! Even though i knew it was possible to get rid of her memoriesi didnt wanted to do it! I loved her... i loved her presence in my heart... i loved the pain of missing her....and after all i loved my love with her.
I am a guy who believed that men'z attraction was his hair and eyes for gals! I used to do my hair conditioning on the third sunday of every month. But as a project was assigned by ***** organisation , I wasnt able to do it last month. So this second sunday i decided to do my hair conditioning since my hair was growin rough! In the next street was **** parlour for men n women and they were one of the experts in conditioning the hair! As soon as i entered the parlour i was given the seat number and was kindly asked to wait for few minutes. Girls in the parlour were the grammar of beauty! Soon my token was sealed and i was asked to get positioned myself in a seat for hair conditioning! after a couple of minutes a soft skinned lady was conditioning my hair with the chemical products. As usual i was dreaming about my lady with eyes opened and returned to d present state when the foam of hair conditioner wanted to kiss with eyes....I felt really irritated and i was given the water to rinse my eyes thoroughly.
Damid! Watzit??? I have gone tatally crazy???Was my love with my lady has driven me mad and every gal in parlour was lookin like her to my eyes alone ??? or was it really she??.. the one who took my breath off at the park....??? Yup! Its she... I didnt know wat should i do all of a sudden? Should i hug her in front of all n sey my love? should i remain silent and ask her whether she had any boyfriend? or should i ask her way to home n speak about my love with her to her parents???
And again i heard her voice asking me a sorry for irritating my eyes with chemicals! This time my brain dared to make a reply wid a smile" thats ok dude! And do u remember me??? " To my surprise,She nodded "yes!" and i managed to have a little talk to her before i left the parlour....She was a part time worker in the parlour and was doing her studies in ****** university!
After a day i heard some one knockin my studio door....."It was my angel with my cap which i left in the parlour wantedly hoping she wud bring it for me here n i tapped against my chest sayin "U r not bad at predicting at her actions babe!" "I invited her into my work place and made her feel comfortable.. we had talks about her studies, work n family. I felt that i wud fit their family for perfect! Leavin her alone for a moment i went upstairs to get my family photo.. Returning back i saw her staring at me with her blue eyes..... Still i cudnt feel her anger instead i was lookin at her body line which was perfect with her dress code. she raised her voice and asked me..."Where are you looking at? look into my eyes and speak...Do u love me??"
Once again i was speechless! But I had to make some reply n so i did it!...."Yes!I do love you!How did u knw it?"
"ur assistants..." She replied...
And now i didnt know whether to thank my assistants or throw them out of my studio....Few minutes there was nothing but silence!I felt as if the earth has stopped its functioning! Unable to withstand the silence i asked her "Pretty! Do u love me?? can i hold ur hands for a moment??? ".... Breaking my heart she replied"No".... I felt like.. bursting into tears... to fire my assistants...my colourful dreams faded to black...i was like a live corpse...but..but a minute later she asked me " You will hold my hands only for a moment and not throughout my life??......" I grabbed her into my arms and rested my chin on her shoulder with my arms around her waist! For no reason i started crying,hugging her!
Now, This world turned to be beautiful... very beautiful.. just like her!! She often said me "I wanna be the gal who changed ur sad days better..." She loved me like a mom.., cared me as a sister would do..,Shared things with me as a friend...Made romance like a lover...holded my hands like a wife! I didnt know whether she was perfect for me or i was perfect her but everything was perfect when it came to US.
It was a rainy day!I was about to take out the liquid "Photoflo" for washing out the negatives and get the photos coloured....I opened the bottle and its then i got a call from her mobile.In a hurry,I went out immediately to pick her from the college without even capping the bottle. Coming back to my studio, I gave her a towel to dry off her hair ... She was lookin perfect in her wetted dress...!I holded her tight into my arms , looking into her blackish eyes I started loosing all my thoughts except her...I asked her what wud she wish to ask to god if she is given such a chance?? And she replied.. "If god offers me such a chance... i would like to give u only one thing in my life"..." I wud ask him to give u the ability to see yourself through my eyes, only then would you realize how special you are to me!" She loved me to the extreme that if some one asks me wat i need as my b'day gift, I wud say "pls wrap her in a gift paper and present it to me!" Love ruled our lives.....
Moving on to my work she offered to help me to get Photoflo back from upstairs... I was wondering how her eyes looked so mesmerizing that cud make a man forget everything... Few Minutes after i heard her screaming out of pain from upstairs and it was because of the uncapped photoflo showered into her eyes wen she was tryin to get it from the top shelf..... I was totally actionless with eyes ful of tears and my assistants helped me to get her to hospital asap.... Doctors tried thier best... I, the person who never kneeled in front of god , did it for fist tym in life to save her life !
But.....
God did heard my prayers....He gave her back to me but makin her world black! Doctors said Its even hard to get her sight back though they do her Eye transplantation.... Bending my heads towards her i asked her..."How r u..." And She replied "Am fine.. and happy because My world l be dark forever and nothing can distract me from ur thoughts here on...." Unable to make further talks with her i stepped back and ran out of the hospital without even waving her a good bye..... Entering my studio i snatched my camera and ran again like a mad into the streets of northern korea..... Days passed on.. I never met her...
Few months later....
In park....
I cud sense that it was her.... Standing in front of me and crying for making her wish(the wish she replied wen i asked her that rainy day..) as mine... But i never reacted that i recognised her with her smell n presence of love... After a few seconds she asked me.. "How r u.."and i replied.."Am fine.. and happy because My world l be dark forever and nothing can distract me from ur thoughts here on...." and moved from her thanking the god for giving me a fairy tale with a smile in my lips and tear in my transplanted dead eyes.... Who wud knw my tears under the black sun glasses ??!!
